Hmmmm…it’s
the beginning that’s difficult.
I am thinking
about my blog and not having posted anything for weeks makes me feel guilty
about it. Somehow, like my fish in my tanks and my bonsais and other plants, I
have developed this feeling that my blog is somehow a living thing that
requires attention and care.
Hmmm…maybe a
symptom of OCD or something,
Anyway, I was
thinking…”I haven’t written another stupid thing on my blog and what could be
the reason?”
Maybe,
I gotten so used to teaching in Filipino that I have forgotten how to use
English (bad as my English is, I try to keep in practice by writing inane
stuffs on my blog).
Or,
this is what I fear, after being swallowed by the “system”-nilamon na ng sistema-I have become a zombie, one of those forlorn,
weary, tired, haggard semi-dead human being that goes to school in the morning
carrying classroom materials—a zombie bent on doing one thing alone: to drone
in the class.
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